simplyC2B .: 2010

Friday, November 19, 2010

i'll melt with you.

hey guys. Sorry I haven't been updating since. I guess I've haven't had any inspiration in awhile...also, school is another dilemma. I haven't wrote in awhile...for myself I mean. Either no time or I just aint feelin it, which is pretty deplorable for me, since I often beat myself up for being an emotional wreck...fck. anywho, if i have time or if i've ever came up with something riveting to blog about, i'll come back....alright, i'm done here.

Friday, October 8, 2010

Fear.

"I fight the fight worth fighting. I fight it to the death. I fight the fight worth fighting and give up all the rest."

Friday, October 1, 2010

....hmmmm

hey guys.
sorry, i dont blog as much now...
in truth, i miss it.
but, school has been a total bitch lately. it's like dominating my life.
it's total bs. mid-terms next week. i so can't wait, NOT.
social life is total drag. so much drama has already happened...
i ofcourse, had to start everything. fuck that.
well, i have to study for science then work on geo hw.
life really sucks.
i can't even enjoy my weekend.
well, i'ma let u go.
out for now. till then.

Friday, September 10, 2010

highschool...life

Feels a bit mellow right now..it's been quite some days since I last blogged. I gotta say, I kinda miss it..I guess I've just been a bit overwhelmed with everything at this moment..I just started Highschool as a MANTA-RAY. First week, was suave, but lemme tell you, I was super stressed during the first three days. Taking the damn Pre-assessment for ALGEBRA made me totally flustered. I instantly knew I was gonna hate Algebra 1...but, then I realized I passed. Thank God! I'm just glad first week of school has passed..Not so looking forward to week 2, but Its inevitable so I guess I can't do anything..right? Well, I just got back from doing all my supply shopping...so exhausting, but I'm glad that I've got all the things I need. Boy, is my bag packed! Anyways, I just hope this weekend doesn't go by too fast..I need some time to just chill and relax to myself...Its been awhile since I went into profound contemplation..Hmmmm. Which leaves me with....? OH! I'm currently reading The Last Song...so far, so good. I'd be reading it by now but I'm just do busy! yeah, busy blogging about my life and whatever else that floats my boat...well, I'm going to deck. till then!

Thursday, September 2, 2010

tumblr!

Hey guys! Sorry I haven't been posting up lately. I got pretty tied up to TUMBLR. Yeah, I just recently created one, and boy is it awesome! You can check it out here:
http://onlyc2b23.tumblr.com/
I guess I'll be more on Tumblr, but that doesn't mean I've abandoned my blogger. This blogsite was one of my main accomplishments that I achieved this summer, and I'm proud of myself..So, I'll still check it from time to time, but don't be expecting discreet posts...you can find all of that on my new Tumblr, so follow me there if you wish! anyways, this all for now. till then loves!

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

SSHS orientation.

I just got back from my orientation. I wish I got a few pics, but irr, I didn't want it to be conspicuous or anything, so oh well. The occurrence lasted for about, let's say an hour and 30 minutes at the Manta Ray Cafe. Surprisingly, there was quite a number of people I didn't expect to actually show up. I thought they were going to Marianas High instead, but unfortunately-there still here. Same shit as always. Anyways, this wasn't my first time at SSHS campus. I've been there a couple of times before, from a small performance-to attending my sister's graduation, etc. So, hence-my eyes were quite familiar with the place. The cafeteria was spacious, as I remembered. A lot of room, but also not as gigantic as I thought it would be. There were several projectors, flat screens, and an actual podium. I gotta admit, I was impressed. This isexactly the kind of school I wanna attend. Very High-tech in deed; plus it's not as over-crowded with students and a lot more closer to home. I guess I can get used to that, right? Anyway, Mr. Garrison, Saipan Southern's Principle, began the orientation by introducing us with himself, and what to expect this coming school year of 2010-2011. He then started on the upcoming projects like Southern having a Swimming pool, Gymnasium and even a small nursing room, if I'm not mistaken. He spoke for about 30 minutes, as he handed the mic over to Mr. Jesse Tudela, SSHS VP, who spoke about Disciplinarian issues and our packet forms. Our counselors were then introduced, as well as STUCO officers. A lady, I'm not sure who, prepared for us a small power point on Thespians, aka, TWPI. I was a bit interested in joining, until my mother had to irk me with me "being timid" and bullshit. I just don't get how parents immediately ruin your dreams like that. LIKE HELLO! In order to overcome "me being timid", then I should probably be joining these kinds of clubs to boast up confidence. Ugh. I almost lost it for awhile, because I couldn't even explain myself for a sec. total crap right there. Thank god it was time to line up for our schedules. Apparently, I'm taking World Geo, English, Environmental Science, and ALGEBRA 1. No P.E this year, suckka:P though it kinda sucks. I don't wanna have to face in the next years, irr! So, i guess that's how it ended. Got our schedules, then left. Unfortunately, i wasnt able to mingle with friends. My mother, as always was in a hurry again. I can't blame her though, she does have work in a hour, so I went back home, and here I am. Gosh, I'm just hoping this year is gonna be better. sigh, first year of highschool, huh? shouldn't be a big deal...well, i guess i'm done here. till later tweeps.

Friday, August 20, 2010

Saturdays.

It's been a awhile since I last updated. I totally got distracted from RobSten's confirmation and started using Twitter again like crazy. Anyways, I guess the paparazzi has finally backed off. I mean, seriously, stalking their home?! Are you damn serious? That's crossing the line way over. I hope they won't be intruding Robsten's privacy anymore. It's so annoying. Well, today is pretty much a boring Saturday. I found out I'm going to Southern High instead MHS, which freaking sucks. I was so upset, but I guess I can survive. I mean, it's not like I don't know anyone there. I do know a couple of grade-school classie's that are attending SSHS, so it shouldn't be a big deal, right? Though, I still wish I was going to MHS with all my other close friends. Oh well, Life is unfair-I guess I just gotta deal w/ it again. Jeez. oh, and great-the orientation is next Thursday, I can't wait for that (rolls eyes). I just wanna get on with it and start school. One year as a Mantaray, that isn't so bad huh? I'm excited to go back to Boise, even though I don't get along with most of the kids there. I soooooo miss Ross & WALMART! AHHH! speaking of shopping malls, my sisters haven't even gone shopping yet for my clothes! They're supposed to send my package ever since last week ago, but they had a lot on their plate, so I guess I'm stuck shopping here on this small island. irr. Well, I guess that's pretty much it for today. Feels good to finally update a post, eh? haha. Well, I'll be back later whenever I have the time. CHAO!

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Tribute to my English Roses:

"A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even where you are fooling everyone else."
-Anonymous

A friend is someone you can rely on, and lean on when you give them a call. They'll be there for you any moment of the day, defending you and supporting you along the way.
A friend is someone who accepts you the way you are. Regardless of color, regardless of attitude, regardless of appearance-they are there, right beside you, listening to your faults, giving you tactful advise , being loyal and trustworthy every step of the way, is what I call a friend.
I'm as thankful and blessed to the Lord for giving me four best friends. They support me in every thing I do, and have my back 24/7. I'm glad to have my English Roses close to my heart. W/out them, I'd never find out this other side of me. . .

To Jaedyn, Susie, MJ and Sarah-my chicas till the end, I love you guys!

We stick together-forever always, Have each other's backs, defending one another. We laugh at our insane stupidity, for the heck of gaiety merriment-the exuberance that engulfs ourselves w/ pure bliss. We support each other's decisions, and understand one self to the point it's quite inexplicable. Notwithstanding, Were not perfect & that's what truly makes us The English Roses.

Friday, August 6, 2010

BBQ Saturday '

So, I awoke to the smell of red-rice cookin' and the clang of pots and plates being washed and reciprocated for certain uses. Small Barbecue with my family today. Not celebrating anything, just bbq'd for the heck of it's savory taste of a burnt rib in your hand and a cola in the other. This is the gooood life. I shouldn't have told them that were celbrating back to school, but then I decided against. School comes in four weeks and some days. I'd say I'm just anxious rather than excited. Uhh, NEWSFLASH! Who wants to be excited for grades and stress!? Definitely not me. I'm just gonna anticipate the moment while the big day comes. First day of highschool, that's something to look forward to, rolls eyes*. Anyways, I'm so bushed to even think now..I'll update later when I'm not so much full. Till then!
X0X0,
C2B

Thursday, July 22, 2010

ACCOMPLISHED!

ALAS! I have finally accomplished the intriguing novel- The Count of Monte Cristo by Alexander Dumas! I never thought I'd actually finished this 600 pages in less than a week! I applaud myself, thanks to my determination and curiosity! Sigh, that book was quite long, but totally worth the read! Frustrating at some parts, so many deaths due to Madame Villefort's vindictive incognito of poison. Well, justice has been served-it's about time! So, like I said, this book is filled with the theme of Vengeance, and a vindictive man, The Count of Monte Cristo, aka, Edmond Dantes'. To my surprise, it ended happily...as to Monsieur Dantes, Wait and Hope.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

The count of Monte Cristo.

So, i just started reading the enriched classic of Alexander Dumas- The Count of Monte Cristo. So far, I LOVE IT! Well I wouldn't say totally, like my obsession towards The Twilight Saga, but just to the point where I'm intrigued in every possible way. lol, honestly, I was sorta skeptical into reading it because of the French words and also due to the fact, I'm not that into the whole "classic" kind of genre. But, what the hell, I'm already curious of what's gonna happen next. Say, what do you guys think of the name, "Dantes'"? It sounds so addicting just saying it over again repetitiously. Anyways, I'm gonna get back to reading it, and hopefully I'll blog about how great it ends-so until then...
SIMPLY,
C2B

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

The blistering heat...it's simply unbearable!

Living on a tropical island, with the heat of the sun-it's rays pointing directly towards our face, the burning sensation, oh! IT'S SUMMER DUDE! whoah, i just realized that now.
With the sun unconcealed, i reckon it's a pretty good time to beach it out with the fambam and friends. though, I plan on just staying home. Heck, I'm a burnt charcoal! it's quite humiliating, really. I think i've had enough sun from living on an island fourteen years of my life, lol=) So anyways, how's your summer going? Any plans? Post your comments below!

Monday, July 12, 2010

elle & harold (:

the two first met during a club meeting, where officers were given a chance to introduce themselves. However, this wasn't the first time Marielle laid eyes on Him. What caught her eye instantly was the the moment he performed on stage, dancing. She was immediately turned on by his moves, well sort of ;P With that, the two became totally exclusive & started to develop feelings for one another. Eventually their relationship began. . . The two have been together since November 13, 09 - but during that time, Marielle was conflicted between her ex - Jonah and current love - Harold. So to think things through, Marielle had to break it off w/ Harold to find out who really weighed more on her heart. Obviously, Harold won(: So, to conclude, Harold asked Marielle again on Nov. 25, 09. From then on, they've been celebrating their monthsaries twice a month. Cool huh? So as Marielle says, "It's pretty awesome." hehe(:

Sunday, July 11, 2010

watch ECLIPSE now!!

here's twilight saga: ECLIPSE!
ENJOY!

Susie Jane and Marc Anthony-more than friends?

Miss Susie Jane and Marc Anthony are rumored to be a couple after a very interesting make-up during school hours. Advised by a teacher, whose job is teaching bilingual, planned on setting additional time for this beloved couple.

Susie Jane, has been crushing over newcomer, Marc Anthony, ever since his first arrival at HJHS. “Washington”(his code name), apparently was raised in VA, Washington but was born on CNMI-Saipan. The dirt on the newbie was gathered and finally dispersed amongst a fair number of students. Although, the two have been chatting on Myspace, Marc went through rude interrogations with Susie as to who she was. As a weird start of a conversation, Susie replied with a friendly “Hi” and asked about the possibility of developing a friendship. With a little bit of skepticism, he managed to give it shot and accept her friendly offer. However, a bit of drama began to occur. Lies, Betrayal, and Rumors were out. The two have been going through disputations on Myspace. Though that frenzy didn't last for long. Ms. Q happened to step in and take charge of this little “drama” that's been occurring. She called them out of class to have a little chat about what's been going on, and after awhile the two were seen shaking hands as new friends again. After a few days since this little incident, the two have been rumored to be more than just friends, and were seen as “item”.

Twilight Saga Eclipse, Eclipse, Eclipse. . . Need I say more?

The first opening of Eclipse was on June 30th 2010. I ofcourse, didn't miss it for the world! The theater was packed, crowded with hundreds of twihards that were waiting in line to see the anticipating 3rd film of the Twilight Saga: Eclipse. Team Jacobs and team Edwards proudly made their way to the cinema with their little tee's and hats. I of course couldn't forget my eclipse shirt! As we got our seats, my curiosity killed me. We got through the movie with a bunch of applauses, wooting, whistles, giggles, and awe's. The film was EPIC! BEST movie out of the saga...so far! I suddenly felt a crave for Breaking Dawn. BD will be airing Sep. 30 2011 and will be cut into two parts. I'm actually glad of that. I really don't wanna see this saga end just yet.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Kim Ocampo gots talent!

This young girl knows how to rock the right way - representing the CNMI, from the beautiful island of Saipan, Miss Ocampo, 14, has been composing songs ever since she was in the 4th grade. "Being a young musician is great! Getting the support and comments from people makes me proud of my talents," says Ocampo. She is greatly skilled in playing the guitar and the piano as well. Miss Kimberly plans to improve her musical skills because she'd like to open her own band someday. She also stated what inspired her to compose songs,"The people that were there for me, my friends, loved ones, and Mrs. Aldan, who have all been there for me from the start, are my inspiration to composing songs." Though, she later adds that loneliness is another inspiration of hers. "When I'm sad, I create such great songs because all my emotions are revealed and its much easier to compose," she says. Young star hopes to go to Hollywood in the future and hopefully start in the music business.

Miss Ocampo has posted some of her own songs in Youtube, like her most recent, "Bestfriend" so feel free to check it out.

my life as i know it.

I'm not necessarily the most patient person in the world, I'll admit that. I've had my share of mishaps and predicaments in my life that i've encountered, but somehow along the road, i found a way to cope with them. Sometimes, I feel as if I don't belong in this world. Insecurity is probably one of my biggest problems. I always have the urge to think negatively. It's probably the reason why I'm such a pragmatic person, because in the end, I just don't wanna deal with the disappointment it'll bring me. I've felt discouraged many times in my life. Mostly from my parents and their little line, "Education is your first priority". Their expectations for me was too vast to pursue, that I always ended up hurting myself and believing that I was failure, too. Every minute passed, I'd be figuring a way to cope with everything. At times, I almost got to the point of actually considering the most irrational option: death. With all the pressure, discouragement, and let-downs, I decided to give up. There was nothing that could make me reconsider anything, until I stumbled upon a quote that changed my life. "Success is not final; failure is not fatal, but it is the courage to continue that counts". This was the moment, I started to realize. Every single discouragement I got-only made me a lot stronger. Every put-down I received-only increased my motivation level. They all believed I was a failure. They were all wrong. They took me for granted, presumed that I could never do it. I look now at myself, and thank the Lord of the change that's brought me. I know one thing now: Never Give Up. It may come to your mind at times, but it will never be an option. So never give, always try your best and remember that the people who said you'd never make it, are the ones that never accomplish anything. So be yourself and don't let anyone bring you down. . . Because in the end, the journey is your destination.