Reason

They say that the hardest part of saying "Everything happens for a reason" is waiting for that reason to come along. I think I finally found my reason. I don't know if it's exactly legit but it makes sense to me. The hardest part of this reason is - believing it. It all still seems surreal to me but I'm trying my very best to accept it. I mean I respect it whole-heartedly, but grasping the intent of this situation? That's currently in progress. I'm still trying to understand everything. It will take some time, but I know I can get through this. I just know. I may stumble through this journey of acceptance, and that's okay. I know it'll make me a stronger person, and in the end, I can learn from them. Like Winston Churchill once said, "Success is not final, failure is not fatal- but it is the courage to continue that counts."

Sophomore year

School is just a few days away. Nervous? More like anticipated! I'm actually looking forward to my classes, especially ROTC. Surprising isn't it? I also cannot wait to see the gang, I miss them! I'm just hoping and praying that this school year goes smooth. I have to deal with stress one way or another though, it's okay- I'm ready to embrace whatever comes my way. :) Anxious but psyched! Sophomore year please don't let me down! * Schedule: JROTC English Prehonors Geometry US History

stupid lovve

I don't understand how youngins fall in love during highschool... I mean, how can you focus on your academics, when you'd be thinking of him/her all day.. I wouldn't even be able to keep up with that. I've experienced that shit once, and trust me it did not go so well. Love makes you stupid man. So until you are done with school, might as well wait and fall in love at the right time... right now, my only priority is my education, no dipshit can take that away from me.. i'll keep it that way till im ready. I may sound selfish but hey, im just using some common sense here. Love makes you stupid, so don't fall in love during highschool coz your grades will look stupid too. Just saying