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Guess who got accepted into the National Honor Society??? This girl! Yes, I was so stoked when I got my letter! I literally jumped for joy:P I can't wait for induction next Saturday! I gotta look for my outfit. I wonder what I will do to my hair? Hmm. Oh yeah today we had an ROTC cleanup at the cemetery. After, my friend and I walked to KFC. Apparently, we got a bucket of chicken... shit I spent my cash and now I regret it bcuz we didn't even finish the shit! Mathafuckaaaa! Ugh! And I have a feeling NHS is gonna make me broke :O &&& dammit! I have induction rehearsals the whole week! -.- I wonder how geometry is gonna go "/ i'm freakishly freaking out. I hope things will go well.. anyways, what else? Oh were talking now :) we had our first phone call that lasted for 23 seconds. Yuck i sound so ew. Lmao. That's actually the first ever convo we had... lol oh wells. I

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Okay so I don't exactly know how this all happened, but were talking now :) I like how he tries to find some effort in talking to me. It's like he still cares... which I hope he still does. I don't know where we are going, because I can't even imagine how we can further our relationship when were in two whole different worlds right now. I guess where we are now is fine with me. As long as we can talk like how we used and be in the same class without any awkwardness, then I guess i'm okay with that. I just miss him... I really do. I miss smiling and laughing at my phone like an idiot, and going to sleep with something to think about. It's distracting but in a good way. :) hehe. Sigh* I guess only time will tell... I guess it's worth the wait