School supply shopping, picking an outfit to wear, yup its that time of year where you wish summer was longer... I mean, give me a few more months, then I'll be ready. Lol! No but really, just thinking about school makes me wanna barf. Ew, who wants to go back to writing 4 page essays?? NOT ME. Fuck no. Not to mention Geometry...and hell, Biology?? Oh fuck me now. -____- Sophomore year is going to be the biggest bitch ever... I'll be taking most of required classes and hopefully joining more clubs. I'm still debating if I should move for good. I mean I want to get out of this shithole island but man, just thinking about leaving home, especially my momma puts a huge hole in my chest. But I need to be strong. I need to prove those who have underestimated me that I can do things even myself couldn't imagine doing. I feel that if I stay here in Saipan, and continue my studies here, i'll never learn what's independence. I'll never get to experience the other side of the world, the people and culture. I may not like it, but i'll learn to respect it. I just hope I make the right choice with whatever I decide to do. I mean, everything happens for a reason, right?
Sigh, I truly need more time to figure things out. I know what I want, I guess I'm just scared to pursue them.
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