Inevitably inevitable

It sucks, doesn't it? When you try to avoid something, but then you only end up wanting it even more? Just like when you want to avoid someone so bad, but then realize you can't get them off your mind because they once meant a lot to you? I hate that feeling, I get that every moment, every day. Now that school is near, I totally gotta step up my game. No more pretending I'm okay, when I'm not, no more being that kind girl who only gets used. Never again will I be an imbecile. Never. Fuck with me, and i'll fuck you right back. I am not going to tolerate bullshit from no one. That's just not going to happen.